Sara, 21, Poland, bisexual, atheist, and a little bit mental.

the baddest bitch out there

Multifandom/bandom,
not spoiler free.

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[[MORE]]so, what’s up, how are you all doing? hopefully you’re more or less fine. what about me? ah, no big deal, tried to kill myself again, self-harmed, probably failed the university, landed at a psychiatrist - nice, right? :)))))))every fucking day I’m waking up thinking why the hell am I still alive. I’m fat, ugly, lazy, useless, not talented, I’ll never have a girlfriend or anyone at all so why should I bother? I can’t even finish studying at the university properly, not to mention finding a job. seriously, I can’t stop thinking that I’m simply wasting my life and there’s nothing I can do about it. nobody cares about me, nobody. and don’t say you do, because during these few months I got only three asks about where am I. out of 700 followers. so stop fucking lying that you care about me, please. it really hurts, it does. I always wanted to be important to someone, not as a celebrity but simply a friend or a colleague. I always gave all I could and most of the time I didn’t hear even a simple ‘thank you’. instead everybody’s forgetting about me, I’m being pushed in the shadows. what’s the point in living then, huh? uh, whatever, why do I even bother to write here…

I don’t know when and if I’ll ever properly come back. maybe after Sherlock airs or after I manage to see the newest Hobbit. I really don’t know. so yeah, see ya.

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ataraxiansmile:

I’m giving away the first five volumes of the Attack on Titan manga to celebrate hitting 350 followers! And because heck yeah Attack on Titan!

~RULES AND JUNK~

*You do not have to be following me to win, but this is for my followers so it would be damn cool if you did!

*One reblog and one like. That’s it. Don’t bother with more, they won’t show up for me so they won’t be counted!

*Yes, they’re in English.

*Please no giveaway blogs. Don’t play me like that bro.

*ONE WINNER will be chosen on November 20th 2013!

*Ask must be open and you’ll need to get back to me with your address within 24 hours of me contacting you!

*Stay cool, kids!

…so, Ada remade one of my photos and oh my God what is air xDDD

…so, Ada remade one of my photos and oh my God what is air xDDD

mondo-s:

ATTACK ON TITAN GIVEAWAY


Thank you all so much for helping me get to 2,500 followers!! I am having 3 giveaways, a Nightvale one, and a Cosplay one. Lets get this started!!

FIRST PLACE:

All the items listed above! (all figures and all patches)

SECOND PLACE:

All the items (Only 2 figures)

THIRD PLACE:

Everything, only 1 figure and 2 patches

FOURTH AND FIFTH:
A Hoodie, backpack and patches

RULES/INFO;

  • I ship internationally!!
  • 1 Reblog entry, One like entry
  • +3 Entries if you follow me
  • Ends December 15th
  • My ask box is open so if you have any more questions, let me know!!

OI, ATTENTION PEOPLE, THIS IS IMPORTANT!! It's Ada's 18 birthday today and unfortunately she has to spend this special day in the hospital. So, can you do me a favour and go send her some wishes? I would be even more grateful if you signal boosted this, please.

Anonymous whispered:
omg hon the colour looks so good on you! glad to hear from you again xx

well aren’t you sweet, darling. thank you so much, mwah x

nachtbilder:

Justin Bartels - Impression (2012)

yo, it’s been a while and I know that my last posts before the silence weren’t positive. I want you all to know that I’ve read every single message you guys left in my inbox and you have no idea how thankful I am for having you. anyway, I’m alright now. work in Spain is over, I’m finally back at home, currently recharging my batteries. what else I can say is that some changes in my life are coming. though it’s going to be a slow process, because taking small steps is better for me. as you can see I’ve started with the hair.what’s next? I don’t know yet. also, I don’t know if I’ll be blogging much here since lately I’m more into anime/manga stuff, but I’m not abandoning this blog, don’t worry.

yo, it’s been a while and I know that my last posts before the silence weren’t positive. I want you all to know that I’ve read every single message you guys left in my inbox and you have no idea how thankful I am for having you. anyway, I’m alright now. work in Spain is over, I’m finally back at home, currently recharging my batteries. what else I can say is that some changes in my life are coming. though it’s going to be a slow process, because taking small steps is better for me. as you can see I’ve started with the hair.what’s next? I don’t know yet. also, I don’t know if I’ll be blogging much here since lately I’m more into anime/manga stuff, but I’m not abandoning this blog, don’t worry.

nepetatier:

Time for another giveaway!

Nepetatier’s 900 Follower Giveaway!!!


FIRST PLACE

-Two packages of your choice

-One bonus package

Second Place

-One package of your choice

-A bonus package of your choice

Third place

-A bonus package of your choice

I’m so glad that I finally reached 900 followers! I have been waiting months and saving up a WHOLE LOT OF MONEY for my next giveaway and this is the perfect chance to give away some awesome fandom stuff!!

**********RULES*************


1. You must be following me in order to participate! I will be checking!

2. I will ship anywhere in the world!

3. Regarding the Hometuck package - I will be willing to make horns UP TO THREE FEET LONG - I have made Nitram horns in the past and they have all been light weight and successful but shipping them won’t be as easy so I’m going to put a limit to that :c

4. You will need to be comfortable giving me measurements so I can make you a cosplay that fits perfectly. 

5. The reason why there is not a Dangan Ronpa Bonus package is because there isn’t enough merchandise to have an additional one - Dangan Ronpa cosplay is REALLY EXPENSIVE. 

THE WINNERS OF THE GIVEAWAY WILL BE PICKED ON DECEMBER 20TH, 2013. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!

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Sleep
My Chemical Romance · The Black Parade
329 Plays

My Chemical Romance - Sleep

And through it all
How could you cry for me?
Cause I don’t feel bad about it
So shut your eyes
Kiss me goodbye
And sleep
Just sleep

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The Light Behind Your Eyes
My Chemical Romance · Conventional Weapons - Number Three
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My Chemical Romance - The Light Behind Your Eyes

Be strong, and hold my hand.
Time becomes for us, you’ll understand
We’ll say goodbye today
And we’re sorry how it ends this way
If you promise not to cry
Then I’ll tell you just what I would say.

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european-extreme:

GIVEAWAAAAAAAY OF THE QUICK AND DIRTY KIND BECAUSE I GUESS I HAVE A PROBLEM I JUST CAN’T WALK PAST THIS STUFF WITHOUT THINKING OF HOW MUCH SOME PEOPLE ON TUMBLR WOULD LOVE IT SO HERE WE GO

SORRY FOR THE BAD PHOTO QUALITY

SO WHAT AM I GIVING AWAY LET ME TELL YOU

  • A GODDAMN SNK CLEAR FILE THING IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THAT IS YOU BASICALLY PUT DOCUMENTS INTO IT ALSO LOOK AT THAT CUTE CHIBITAN MOTHERFUCKER ON THE BACK
  • A SECRET BOOK FULL OF SECRETS?? OH NO WAIT IT’S JUST SOME NOTEPADS BUT STILL HELLA COOL RIGHT
  • POSTCARDS WHO DOESN’T NEED POSTCARDS I’M SURE YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS WOULD LOVE TO RECEIVE ONE OF THESE
  • A FUCKING IRON ON PATCH OF THE FUCKING SCOUTING LEGION IF THAT DOESN’T MAKE YOU FUCKING BADASS LIKE LEVI HEICHOU I DON’T KNOW WHAT FUCKING WILL
  • THREE KEYCHAINS I BROKE A NAIL GETTING FROM THE GASHAPON DISPENSER THING I’M NOT EVEN KIDDING BUT I DID IT FOR THE LEVI/EREN SHIPPERS CAUSE I HAD TO GET PAST JEAN AND SASHA FIRST

OH YEAH RULES THERE ARE SOME RULES LISTEN UP

  1. YOU ENTER BY LIKING AND REBLOGGING DO IT AS MUCH AS YOU LIKE GO WILD
  2. WINNER WILL BE CHOSEN RANDOMLY
  3. I REALLY DONT CARE IF YOU FOLLOW ME OR NOT THIS TIME THOUGH I WILL WELCOME YOU WITH OPEN ARMS IF YOU DO
  4. WILL SHIP ANYWHERE BUT DON’T ENTER IF YOU’RE TOO CHICKENSHIT TO GIVE ME YOUR ADRESS (I PROBABLY WON’T SENT YOU ANY BOMBS)
  5. GIVEAWAY ENDS ON SUNDAY THE 15TH LIKE MY OTHER SLIGHTLY MORE SERIOUS GIVEAWAY
  6. I THINK THAT’S IT HAVE FUN